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you know what the thing is [Sep. 1st, 2008|09:47 pm]
hayley ricket
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |weezer]

people that do meth and shit like honestly, i think its so fuckin easy for them to quit like they dont get mad withdrawls for weeks and crazy cravings like shizzle. but fucking heroin addicts like me its soooo fucking hard like meth is fucking stupid and heroin is actually the feeling of being alive. im just throwing this out there. my opinion. cause you go to NA and shit everyone thats clean is a meth addicts but theres like 1 out of 100 heroin addicts there the other 99 are meth addicts. shit imma try and be that 1. AFTER TOMORROW.
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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2008|05:42 pm]
hayley ricket
[music |angels and airwaves]

so dustin changed my myspace password cause he cant let me live my life. hahahah faaaaaag.
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quick update [Jul. 22nd, 2008|11:30 am]
hayley ricket
[mood |wired]
[music |placebo]

this is whats gone on since june: overdosed on heroin, went to the hospital, got sent to rehab in hemet, stayed there until i got got kicked out for sayin niggerlip, came home, now im working on my book. 60 days sober august 2
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this part shouldnt get out [Mar. 8th, 2008|04:04 pm]
hayley ricket
[music |placebo]

i dont know

fucking depression
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(no subject) [Feb. 23rd, 2008|03:15 pm]
hayley ricket
[Current Location |grandmas]
[mood |chill]

dude i update this shit a lot recently.

today i woke up with such a fat hangover, well it was more of a headache. but anyways i dont remember last night. we did the deadly combination of z bars and alcohol. chilled over at marcos pad. that one fool over there is so annoying. it was so funny watchin dustin talk shit to caleb on the phone. he's all "hayley told me that andrew said that you said that your brother said..." hahahaha i think i even said stuff too i think i was like "meet me at the flagpole imma fuck you up" hahaha. anyways me and dustin dont remember leaving and driving home. we were so gone. so now were not even gonna drink anymore. wonder how long that'll last.

this morning dustin fuckin didnt wake up till like 11. i was so bored i watched barney. we drove all the way to the dmv in balboa to find out it wasnt even open so we went to in n out and then chilled at the beach for a lil. dude now we're fuckin back at grandmas.

as for later imma wake dustin up at 4. then were gonna go to the gym. then at 5:10 were gonna see the movie charlie bartlett. and prolly get food after. then at 8 we're goin to a aa meeting. after that im going to my house and he's gonna go back to grandmas cause he's goin snowboarding tomorrow. and i get a free day. so excited.
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i forgot to write this down last week [Feb. 23rd, 2008|09:19 am]
hayley ricket
[Current Location |grandmas]
[mood |dirtydirty]

ok so me and dustin went to mission beach and theres this rich pool that we got into and were goin in and like im all sayin how im not a good swimmer and how ill die. and basically a little bit after that were chillin and that fool jus like pushes me into the ten foot part and i get soo fuckin scared im all chokin on water. the only way i lived is cause there was a wall to grab onto right there. dustin is a dickkkkkkkkkk.

another thing i was at marcos birthday party last saturday and seriously i got attacked by wild beasts like fuckin 6 weiner dogs came and attacked me. i was scared for my life.

and right now i woke up at grandmas house, last thing i remember is taking a half shot at marcos pad with big dizzle last night. and fuckin i dono the rest of the night. fucking dustin is still sleeping and wont wake the fuck up we have to go to the god damn dmv today. its too hot at this place

what the fuck is up with old people and hot temperatures?

imma wake the fool up now its almost 9:30.
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true love [Feb. 15th, 2008|04:54 pm]
hayley ricket
[mood |in love]
[music |internet radio]

so theres this homey named josiah

and he was on american idol

but the judges are dicks and he didnt make the top 24

but i really need him so bad

im in love with this boy but he's stuck in a song
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scurvy [Feb. 4th, 2008|04:33 pm]
hayley ricket
[mood |complacentcomplacent]
[music |the elected]

and i almost got puked on at the aa meeting today. i just so wanted to die. rehab is kind of chill. but like this time im not even gonna drink. i havent done any heroin in fucking 22 days. thats the longest ive gone in two fucking years. thats like a big wow. makes me feel kinda good. hahah i dont even know the point of this.
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2008|04:26 pm]
hayley ricket
[music |t pain]

so i fucked up and relapsed during the superbowl. i got so fucking drunk and i really made dt sad and that kind of killed me inside. today the whole day i just wanted to kill myself. and then i did a god damn psychiatric evaluation on pretty much the worst day possible. ugh now they think im insane when in reality im only anemic, narcoleptic, manic depressive, bipolar, and a junky. whatever. my life is falling apart.
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Writer's Block: Happy Halloween! [Nov. 1st, 2007|10:47 am]
hayley ricket
[Tags|, ]
[mood |anxiousanxious]

Boo! How did you celebrate Halloween?


My Halloween was so not chill this year. Last year was seriously the best Halloween, actually, the best day ever. But I'm not going to talk about that, I'm going to talk about this year. I had school in the morning and we had a presentation due. It was a little make your own radio station thingy, ours was KTHC, but we didn't win. The people in my group listen to like weird ass local music, I'm not really down with that.

After class, I went home and really wanted pot. There was like a hit left in my bong but that didn't even get me high. Jose came over and smoked me out so that was pretty chill. I had to go back to school at six.

Just think, Halloween night stuck in school with a bunch of people who don't even like you.

So yeah, I spent the whole class period thinking about Mikey and last Halloween and how I wanted to smoke pot when I got home. At least we got out a half hour early.

The rest of my Halloween consisted of watching Spiderman 3, smoking pot, eating Mcdonalds, talking to Jnig on the phone, and reading Harry Potter.
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